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the girl next door  24 Nov 1992. Age: 17++ Hotmail . Friendster underline italic bold Her Past.
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Monday, February 27, 2012
SPEECHLESS
U don even leave a msg to me.. Why must I always accepting de way u are??? Why must I always accept the things u do??? Y always I can't throw temper yet u can? I don like it when I gotta listen to u yet I din deserve it back.. I don understand why do I always gotta think of u be4 I do something yet u seems like don.. Should I stop the habit of thinking of u be4 I do things? Should I stop the way I always letting things go his way??? Is like a habit that I need talk to him every sec. Is like a habit for thinking of him everytime.. Sometime I really hope I don take things seriously anymore... Just to make things right I try let I be. Letting him step over my head again n again.. Idk u realize how much I change how much I sacrifice.. Not trying say u aren't a good guy.... U are great. U are perfect. But bcos of a 'HATE' word is always appearing in ur life towards me in the start of our relationship n perhaps till nw... But I realize i changed.... Change into someone who is doing things to u like how u did to me last time....... Don u realize tat?
I can't accept the fact tat I'm such a boring person.. Boring till I alway make u tired but yet u are so energetic when u doing ur things at home n out with friend. Tats why I get piss off this few days... Do u even know I still trying get over with tis?? Sleepless night again... Exam is coming.. I dw let anything get into my way...
I'm sorry if u feel uncomfortable after reading tis but take Tat in mind... Tats how I'm feeling nw.. 'HURT'
Monday, February 20, 2012
I'm here to blog because of WEELIANG!!!
hehe. Today i went Sentosa with him~
we sun tan, we eat, we play ard in de water :)
Throwing me down to the water is his talent :)
hehe. i don really know wat to blog. but today is a tiring day for both of us i guess?
hope u enjoyed ur day tdy n keep back 'boring' word away from me!!!!!!!!!!!!
-signing off :) -
Friday, February 17, 2012
Things that just gonna need time to get over it.
You may have lots of friends but u still have a feeling of loneliness.
Is it mayb bcos de person u hope to chat every sec, din reach ur expectation?
Many things running through me this few weeks~
Full time or part time, stay on tis job or not~
i kept thinking abt money..
but i know i shouldn't cos i afraid of stepping into an adult working life~
i'm alr tired of working alr~
i may love de job here~ but one of my new staff manager really cosing me problem with my work
i hate tat~
lol..
i want a rest~ but i needa carry on my studies,,
i'm still stuck at nitec cert~ i need to get higher then tis so as to have good future salary next time..
is all abt money~
why Singapore so stress abt money?
Why is things increasing but not pay?
i'm really still deciding..
i know i should put all tis aside n forcus on my studies~
but i can't do it~
Idk what to do~
Advise doesn't help cos i have my own thinking~
decision ppl made for me isn't wat i wanted to hear~
when come to problems we always have to count on ourself~
if i decided,
qns like :
is tis what i really want?
will i regret?
will coming popping out~
i think everyone have been through tis path be4~
is my turn to go through nw~
but i know, soon i will get through it ba~
-signing off-
Friday, November 4, 2011
I LIKE DE WAY U HUG ME IN TIS PIC!!!!
But blur :(
Was sick for almost aweek but he without fail, pei-ing me chat to make me felt his presents!
hehe. To my surprise, we manage to not qurral for more then 2 weeks plus! record breaker yeah! xD
hahas. As a gf, i over worried, i over sensitive, i over react and i'm super clingy.
All of my time, in life nw is all occupied by u.
So sorry abt tat, nthing can change though, cos I'M STILL UR GIRL!
hahahs.
Nov is here n Thr comes December, christmas, new year!!!!
Wow~ super fast.
Living in de present :D
Hahas. surprisingly, i read my last time post again. hahas. talking abt my life when i was back then in Sec 4 :xhehe. Slacker life back yea xD hahas. but thought, i still miss those time :x anyway is a present nw xD life do changes if is always de same, it will be bored..
Tdy WL went USS :( so good. Hope u had fun xD
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Finally u had ur dream.
After 1 year plus of chasing for it.
CONGRATZ! :)
Yes it did cos u a hole in ur bank. A pain in ur heart.
BUT think of the brighter sight, UR DREAMS IS IN UR HANDS NW!! xD WHOOTS
hehe.Money can still raise back, it just the matter of time n payday :)
Always remain a safety ride pls~ :')
Monday, September 26, 2011
2 y 5 m ar?
it seems long but to me is fast?!
Qurral everyweek as usuall but still standing strong?
One of us is trying to last tis rs n other is trying to cooperate..
I did felt love from u. But idk if u feel it too..
Pls takecare of ur health n stop making urself over tired by working.
Money seems to decrease for u. but is will increase if u be calculative :)
JY with ur work n don let some bastard kick ur face cos i still want see u smile :)
Loves :)
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Had great fun with friend at WCP!! i can't wait for ECP! but weeliang dw me go out :(
sigh... anyway, i did had fun :) that day are just filled with laughter, sweat, food and sand? lols?!
Don really know how to start as thrs too much story to talk abt at thr. hehe. Shall keep it as memories instead of composition ba :)
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
School Holidays are like work days for me.. But i always treasure my weekends x) hahas
Everyday is a tiring day.. It can be tiring bcos of work, tiring bcos u had a long day out or even tired when u have nthing to do. Soon September is gonna end n October will be a new semester in schl.
Gotta continue work hard n gotta manage time well for outings, work, rest and study :)
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Have u ever betrayed ur love ones be4?Will u have the courage to tell them tat u did betrayed them be4?
Most of de time wat i think is no..
no courage n yet to continue hiding everything behind hoping one day it did happen on urself so is fair..
but.. hiding is hurting.. saying out is hurting too.. so how shall we solve it so as to not leave any scar behind?
a break up won solve anything.. hais. i also dk how.
EXAM IS OVER!!!! WOHOO!
Time to grow those hair i losed during those study weeks :x
Exam was ok :) It mayb ok tis round but still i hatta work hard.
result will be on 29 august so those who is awaiting for result pls go n register for the sms result to ur phone be4 16 aug.
cos on 29th, ite portal may lag till very jialat :x hehe.
can't wait for result! aiming to get all B! n GPA 3!
muhahha. well.. days of mine were quite complicated but not as complicated as my friend. i realise i'm kind of useless.. idk wat i'm good..
a friend of mine cried on my shoulder ytd night...
she is really helpless.. i just felt tat i really did advise her but yet i still can't pull her out of the hole she had fallen.. unfortunately i cried with her.. wat a joke ar?
but really idk how help her alr :( sigh.. am i really tat useless?
i hope i'm not... i really gotta work hard so i won be good at nothing...
i really gotta work hard..
Monday, August 29, 2011
idk wats wrong with my mindset.
mayb i old le n my thinking wasn't that easy anymore??
some stuff just corrupted last few days..
will i have tat mood to move on n study for next week test?
my mind is all abt exam nw..
but without de study mood, even if i did think abt exam date, will it help?
it onli make me more anxious n more afraid to step into tat examination hall...
yea. i mayb childish. but childish ppl don think tis way u know?
childish ppl think.
faill then fail lo.. / u got study u scared wat? / memorise jiu hao don go touch it again. / over studied is not a good thing / the more u scared of the paper de more de paper will kill u.
then wat abt mine thinking?
i just hope it can faster over without me sitting for de paper..
sigh.. am i giving myself too much preasure or am i just not prepared as i din really study this few days..
i left 8 chapter to memories..
actually i don find a need to memories.. but that fuck tup teacher say must use full sentence then how can don memories....
i think i should just shut up, put everything aside n start forcusing my exam..
idw fail, idw retake tis course..
i alr slower then everyone else alr..
gotta move on n start memoriesing my chapters..
no time for game, no time to waste..
Monday, August 22, 2011
Somehow i did realise, a blogger to me once was a dairy,
A Dairy tat i type wat i did in a day. A Dairy tat i type things that idw use my mouth to say..
At a point of time while i'm typing abt my day, It can be some boring paragraph that is all abt myself.
i may think is nthing or just reflection. But when i read back my archieve aft a year, image went through my mind.
it can be sorrow, it can be happiness :) But, is de past Happy me.
Slowly later, my life start to have a change.
Lost n Gain is wat i had learnt. Toleration, caring, spending a tot etc. etc.
I don understand when comes to year end, Ppl tend to say
"A better year ahead " but yet, kept thinking abt the past is better n stuff.
Anyway..
i'm kind of stress this few weeks..
But during tis period, i did learnt abt managing my time..
I rmb a friend of mine always Says abt me din manage my time properly.
Well.. I wanna let tat friend of mine to know tat, is difficult n i did try managing nw.
perhaps is too late. But I did try my best alr :)
Thanks.
Exam is ard de corner..
Less red ink n more Red Tick is wat i'm aiming on my paper :)
All the best to those that are taking Exam.
Just a few more weeks n is relax week alr.
CHIONG ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD
Lost n Gain is wat i had learnt. Toleration, caring, spending a tot etc. etc.
I don understand when comes to year end, Ppl tend to say
"A better year ahead " but yet, kept thinking abt the past is better n stuff.
Anyway..
i'm kind of stress this few weeks..
But during tis period, i did learnt abt managing my time..
I rmb a friend of mine always Says abt me din manage my time properly.
Well.. I wanna let tat friend of mine to know tat, is difficult n i did try managing nw.
perhaps is too late. But I did try my best alr :)
Thanks.
Exam is ard de corner..
Less red ink n more Red Tick is wat i'm aiming on my paper :)
All the best to those that are taking Exam.
Just a few more weeks n is relax week alr.
CHIONG ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
NATIONAL DAY~!!!!!!
Today Is national day :) And is de 2nd time i spend my National Day with u. But tis year is toally special :)
We was given free entrance to a place but we din really treasure it as we were eating hokkien mee at food republic?? when de fireworks started :( But is ok :) i'm happy n i Enjoyed hope u did enjoy too x)
I choose this pics cos is kind of cute n fun-loving pic tat i would love to put it on here. So it can remind me or best remind us how happening each time we meet n each day we chat :)
Today is a memorable day to us. Don u think so?
Thanks for being my Boyf < 3
Cute?
Guess He gonna screw me up if he saw tis!
Guess He gonna screw me up if he saw tis!
MUHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAH!
Monday, July 11, 2011
i realise National day is ard de corner.
i realise, i have been in rs for almost more the 2 years.
2 years din meet any guy but him.
wat a joke? lol. 2 years.. ppl may think, 'WOW! O.O'
but i don think tat way.
i realize i change alot.. i realize i can actually cry over a guy for so many time, i realize many difference of my life nw compare to last time..
lol.. Everyone wants go back to the past. But when can tat happen? Cos thrs onli future tat u can walk to. But not past.
Just making sure those crying n craziness over him is gone for sure.. Gonna put dwn everything n enjoy my youth.
btw, i think i grow fatter. i know is good but dk why will scared. lol.
-signing off-
Monday, June 13, 2011
When u know tat someone lies to you, you will think why can't they tell u the truth.
But when they tell you the truth, are u be able OR will u accept it?
Each party will have their own reason when comes to quarrel.
But whether you want to stop a quarrel n be happy all de way with tat party, is all depends on both , mindset but not one.
Things mayb be easy to say, judge ppl or giving advice. But when come to doing it on ourself, is so dam difficult.
Anyway..
Nothing happen but i see some of my friends which is in a situation where her bf lied to her n stuff. lols.
just hope she will think another way lo.
but if were me, i also won think of other way :x hehe.
OH YA!
And i recently watch this show :)
醉後決定愛上你
Everyweek coming out new ep :)
hehe. Not bad :) Try watching it :)
-signing off-
Friday, May 27, 2011
Giving in is a hard choice to be done.
Ask you not to work, u kept don want listen.Weekend work, IT fair also want work..
Ur eye pain. then say need cool down ur body, u still want work.
Piss off.
Since u dw listen then wat for i listen to u.
irritated.
Can u just stop working? All abt money. I alr said. Stop thinking for my meal! n Start Thinking for ur health!
So wat if u in camp can rest?
U don need a whole day rest?
ARGH!!
Anything. One day u confirm collapse.
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I should had went out after work..
so i won give a dam on wat u doing nw..
why i choose not too?
i tot i can msg chat with u whole night n stop my rudeness to u.
but it din turn out tat way.
u know i don like to see u tired...
yet u go play LAN n go watch midnight movie after tat..
i want say u.. but i just dw spoil ur mood..
tml u know u working night shift..
yet, u can choose to watch midnight movie..
i know i being unreasonable if i stop u.. cos tml u can sleep till afternoon..
but.. i want u rest more.. idw u collapse one day..
idk wat to say..
:'(
Zzz...
I should had went out after work..
so i won give a dam on wat u doing nw..
why i choose not too?
i tot i can msg chat with u whole night n stop my rudeness to u.
but it din turn out tat way.
u know i don like to see u tired...
yet u go play LAN n go watch midnight movie after tat..
i want say u.. but i just dw spoil ur mood..
tml u know u working night shift..
yet, u can choose to watch midnight movie..
i know i being unreasonable if i stop u.. cos tml u can sleep till afternoon..
but.. i want u rest more.. idw u collapse one day..
idk wat to say..
:'(
Zzz...
idk wat u thinking nw.. But mayb u are stress ba?.. Sorry..
Friday, May 20, 2011
Piss off Again. zzz
I hate de most when u scold me for doing things u hate but end up u also doing it. If is like tis, for wat u scold me?If u scold ppl on things u dw them to do, you better make sure u are not doing it too!
Why u everytime need cheer me up?
So are u trying to tell me tat i din cheer u up?
oh pls...
i did tried cheer u up, but u say i don understand and end up failed.
then wat u expect?
Scold me till make me feel so small.
Make me scared to do tis n tat but end up, whose de one doing it?
Is not de first time u being like tis.
Forget it.
i won give a dam on wat u hate n also when u scold alr.
tats all i want type here to let my anger out!
Super piss off.
I know if i don piss off, we won have cold war nw.
i alr said is not de first time.
idk how ur toleration can be so long but mine alr at de limit alr..
tats why i easily get irritated by u.
Don talk for a day u mention?
then let it be. idw waste my effort to call u like a crazy girl when ended up i'll be de one irritating u.
i think i must start to love then to hate.
hate is de worst enemie..
lols..
-signing off-
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Hi readers.i'm here to blog :)
I just realise after working, i found tat home is a place whr i love to stay in nw adays :)
Can count me as lazy ba. But just like de feeling of staynig at home doing nthing :)
even though i used to complaint tat is a boring place even though nw i also does tat.
But sometime still feel very comfortable :)
I today finally have a afternoon sleep :) is long since i have tat.
anyway. Told myself to study today but i drag till 8pm then start writting my notes..
i onli wrote 1 page... Zzz. i wll buck up soon! :)
Ytd me n liyi sing our lungs out.
Even though i know my voical sucks :x but we still sing till very happy :) laughing at each other's singing tone n stuff :) but she can sing high pitch so as low!! super pro :D hahas
anyway, is worth it to spend tat amt ytd!! x)
tml another daY of school.
can i say it will be a bored day??
lols. i miss Secondary School days :'( Even though de memory of me n my friends on those days slowly fading away but still.. Is a fun n loving exprience tat we had :) Studying together, eating, buying food in canteen, toilet together, get scolded, sharing laughter, sadenss, helping each other, playing games, bus & train, outing, assemble, prayers n many more :)
I realise we are friends tat will forgive n forget, accept each other character. Even though we don like some points of each other, we will say tis sentence ' she's like tat de :) so let her be :) ' some of us do tell each other abt wat we dislike abt each other with alittle anger :) We don really give sacastic look to each other as we tend to be straight forward during those days :)
anyway, when time pass, things changes. Ppl get old n live on so let de happy pass be memory instead of finding it back to live in..
shall stop here.
-signing off-
Thursday, May 5, 2011
lazyness..
Sian..Exam coming..
dk when to start studying.
Everytime go home after work jiu feel tired le. whr will have de mood to study?
i also want to have a weekend rest be4 monday.
i think i'm spoiling myself again..
Don feel like working anymore.
Concentrating on one thing is better then 2.
sian..
1 year.. how fast can it be?.
zzz..
-signing off-
Friday, April 22, 2011
3days of lazines..how? idk how..
i know once i start to be lazy, i won stop alr. but my mood aren't thr anymore...
sian...
-signing off-
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
falling
i hope is schl day or me.
Waking up every weekday at 6.30 really irritates me..
especially wednesday..
i have to wake up at 5.30.
i know is de same as secondary schl..
perhaps i haven get used to it yet ba..
Friday is holiday~!!!
happy happy.. can sleep till i auto wake up for 3 days :)
lols! tml another day of lesson.
n will be learning more things then last week.
i failed for not being lazy.
hope i won be too lazy often.
lols.. today don feel like msging..
Anyway, I can't wait for thursday to come :)
gonna play st Games with wL again :)
-signin off-
Friday, April 15, 2011
想回到过去
Anyway, i'm browsing thorugh frienster n last time tagboard n i realise lots of things!
hahahahs.
theres lots of friend tat i met through friendster but non from fb.
lols. weird? hahhas. n nw all drift alr :) onli left with one. lols!
anyway, 13 April i went to schl. n i realise i'm out of subject to chat abt n i don have tat fun mood. Straight forward abit, I'M QUIET~! xP hahahhahas. n i know a girl name Cindy n her character is totally like how i am during sec 4. lols! CUTE! hahhas. Anyway, i have a small chat with my director ytd.
And for all de talks, i onli rmb one sentence. " Do wat u good at doing, but no wat u want to try on" hahahhas. Cos i told him i wanted to try acc next year but i can't confirm tat if wat i want, cos i nv been through acc as my subject be4 n my maths alr been rusty for de pass 2 year..
LOLS. hahahs.
I WILL STUDY HARD N WON LET LAZINESS STRIKES ME! ><
-signin off-